He told me not to tell anyone that he cried during The Notebook. Did he cry when he broke up with me? Surely not as heavily as I did. I bet he doesn't cry everyday, just at thought of me. As I do him. He's made everything so much harder: eating, sleeping, walking, talking. Sometimes I forget to even breathe. Even thinking has become a great task of difficulty. I pray to God daily that this will just all go away. Will it ever go away? Take the pain away, Jesus. Take the pain away.