Today was my Physics exam. I won't lie. It was BAD. As in horrible. I don't even feel bad. I am not going to. I know that I slogged my ass off for three days, so I knew that I had been honest to my efforts. I reallly don't care about my marks.

Actually, it is not as if a low score is actually gonne affect me a lot. I wanna major in humanities, economics or literature maybe. So, no technical subject is gonna decide my future. Yay! Well, there is that silver lining. I have such a cool mom. She noticed today morning when I got up at 5 a.m. to study that I was like really tensed and worked up about not being prepared. She said to me, " Ten years from now, let's see if you are more successful or the 'toppers' in your school. No exam measures the skills required for making it huge."

So, with the attitude that ' whatever happens, happens', I went for the exam without any stress. I was no Sarah Stressica Parker :p :p . Yeah, I did get the chills when I first glanced at the questions. But oh that triumphant feeling when the final bell rang at 2 p.m.!! I felt as if I had conquered Mount Everest! PHYSICS IS DONE, THE LAST PHYSICS PAPER OF MY LIFE IS DONE! I actually danced after coming home.

I just wanna be a strong and a wise and a sincere person. I wanna make it huge in this world and I am going to. I believe in myself. I am just so happy that my exams will be over in a week! Then, I am gonna party hard and live on the edge, only for two months. I desire to feel it once. There are so many things I wish to do. Get a tattoo on my torso, a real sexy one. Dance in a club like crazy. Drive my bike at a speed of 120 km/hr. After that, it will be back to experiencing and living life and striving to make my dream come true.

I can't wait for it all!