Lost Without Direction

June 13, 2010
By TaylorMariee GOLD, Indianapolis, Indiana
TaylorMariee GOLD, Indianapolis, Indiana
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Dont Tell Me The Sky Is The Limit, When There Are Footprints On The Moon.

I can't sleep and I can't eat. My thoughts are scrambled and my reasoning is disturbed. Everytime I close my eyes I can see yur face, then I wonder what I could have done to make yu stay here with me. I wish I could have been there for yu to confide in and to comfort yu. Truth is I know there is nothing I could have done to keep god from taking yu, but my heart is aching and it seems that everyday that yur gone I lose a piece of my heart. I can't believe that yu won't be around for me to have to talk to. For every person that ever knew yu I'm sure yu touched each of those peoples life in a special way. I will miss yur big smile and they way yu could take a sitution that had not one positive outcome and turn into a light and happy conversation. Yu were not just a friend but a brother to me. I love and miss yu.I don't know which way to turn and who to turn to that can make the pain go away. It doesn't reside and I can't seem to stop crying.I wanted to be mad at yu for making silly decisons, but I wouldn't have traded yu for the world. Yu protected me when I was alone, yu made me laugh when I had tears running down my face. Yu were there through every stupid decison I made and never questioned me for it. I wish yu were still here, I hope yu can look down and see that I will always miss yu and I could never forget about yu.

When yu are there in heaven I would like yu to do a few things for me. I ask for yu to lead me down the right path and that if I ever try and swerve off the road yu use for strong and graceful love to show me the right way. Pleae let all 3 of my grandparents I miss them dearly and that I can't wait to seem them someday. Tell my uncle things just aren't the same without him and tell Jared that he was the best friend anyone could ask for, and thanks for always brightening my days. As yur in heaven I promise to do all of yu angels up there proud, I will do what is best for me and what I know yu all would want for me. It won't get easier as time goes on, and this life won't ever be the same. I am thankful for god and what he has gave me..I am thankful for each and everyday. Be good in heaven and know yu have all my love because when yu left yu took the key to a speical place in my heart! Rest peacefully now and fear nothing for yu are now a part of the wind, water and sky. I love you and always will! Wait for me in heaven bubby, and we will rejoice.

RIP Lil Johnny W. Lambert V. (4-10-10) Gone but never left behind.

The author's comments:
This article means a lot to me because, it was written in response to a death of someone I was very close too. My friend John had passed away in April to very silly decisions. Inside the death of him tore me apart, it was like my world had come crashing down and I wasn't sure how to even take my next breath. I love you very much John, and I am sorry you had to go so soon. I love you, and you will forever be in my heart.

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This article has 2 comments.

on Aug. 21 2010 at 11:49 am
TaylorMariee GOLD, Indianapolis, Indiana
17 articles 0 photos 9 comments

Favorite Quote:
Dont Tell Me The Sky Is The Limit, When There Are Footprints On The Moon.

Sorry it took so long to reply back to yur review of my article. I have been very busy. I believe there is a reason for everything. God had a better plan for him up in heaven and no one will ever change the way I feel about him. Thank yu so much.

on Jul. 11 2010 at 5:22 pm
Sara.M.G.D BRONZE, Dallas, Texas
4 articles 1 photo 20 comments

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thats interesting

I'm so sorry for your loss, but don't worry God took him for a reason. I 'm sure you know that though,great article.


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