As a child I wondered who I was. Taken beatens and punches for the team. Then I found myself in the hospital for a suicide attempt. While I was there I was faced with lonelyness.I was told at five years old I was depressed and I felt real worthless like I did not matter to anyone. But now what matters the most is I am alife and doing well with a little girl I love with all my heart and I understand life alittle more.