It's hard losing someone, especially when you don't see it coming. I know from past experience. But the question is.. Why do people do it? That is the question no one can answer. No one really knows why they do it or the reasoning behind it because by the time you want to know, they're gone. It is a sad and random time, but they haven't left you. They are always with you everywhere you go. Especially if you were young or in your teens. If your at the mall, they are too. If you are asleep, they are sitting over you watching you sleep. Even though you cannot see them, they are never gone. They will always love you, and will be there throughout everything. Everyone dies on the outside, but never the inside.