Why?

December 23, 2008
By Allora Miranda, Denver, CO

Why do you have to lie
Why don't you care when I cry?
Why is it a game to you
Why don't you realize that I have feelings too?
Why couldn't you see that I was just being me
Why wouldn't you just let me be?
Why did you have to send me away
Why couldn't you just get to know me even just for a day?
Why are you all leaving me
Why did you wait till now to set me free?
Why is it so hard for you to occupy a part of my heart
Why must you cheat on him and make us fall apart?
Why can't you see that I am dying
Why haven't you found me I'm lost and crying?
Why wouldn't you let me follow my dreams
Why couldn't I see that you changing wasn't what it seemed?
Why must you hit me
Why must I bleed
Why can't you see that you have hurt me?


The author's comments:
What inspired me to write this piece is that I know many teens out there like me ask themselves these questions routinely, but I only ask the questions because I don't have the answers because I can't answer them to myself and no one can answer them for me. These were the questions I asked myself before I attempted suicide, but here I am still alive and I figured that I survived for a reason and that was for teens to get to hear what I had to say!

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on Mar. 14 2010 at 8:49 pm
TryingToB BRONZE, Chicago, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
\"He pokes your ribs and says your thin beyond repair. You poke yourself in the ribs-all you feel is fat.\"

That is wonderful. Simply wonderful.

JessB. BRONZE said...
on Feb. 25 2009 at 3:49 am
JessB. BRONZE, Dallas, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
"There is no pit so deep that He is not deeper still!"
- Corrie ten Boom

You survived because Jesus Christ has a plan for you! I am praying for you!!!!!


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