I know you feel done with life and hurting deeply in your soul. The person against the wall with their head between your knees is you. Your heart feels attacked and you just want to die from all the hurt you have felt. And everything you do is hopeless. You have no cure and everything is in slow motion. Another slit to the wrist helps you for a minute but you still feel the pain Every thing just turns to black and white. No exit and no return. It just will not go away, will it ?