I have made a really big mistake 3 nights ago. And part of me wishes I could go back and undo it but I know I can't. I only told one person and I scared the hell out of her. Then I told my mom which I guess makes two. If any of you feel like dying or think everything is your fault, it's not. The after effect of all this changed me and my views on life. I even prayed to god that it wouldn't go that far. I want no one to worry about me. But I will worry about all of you.