GOne...But not forgotten

March 15, 2010
By , Edmonton, Canada
It's over...or atleast that's what I tell myself.
I ended it. Last night was the last time that my fingers will brush my skin with such malicious intent. Never again will I watch as crimson lines paint my ivory skin, every drop burning with remorse. Never again will that happen. Never. Atleast I hope not...I guess you never know...
NO. I have to stop thinking like that! I will never again succumb to that monster that has controlled me for so many years. I hate myself for what I've done. Hate the ugly jagged lines that tell stories on my skin! I hate the memories that go with them. I hate them.
I hate that they've ruined my life.

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Unhealthy said...
Apr. 13, 2010 at 11:09 am
this is really informing to others who don't understand...i do..i struggle with this everyday
freedom writer replied...
Apr. 13, 2010 at 6:30 pm
thank you for your comment. So many people struggle with it....includiong me. this is not fiction. if you are going to stop then you have to really want to and believe that you can. and then once you are sure that you honest to god want to stop you have to make that descision. but it's hard because alot of people don't understand.
good luck to you in your struggle
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