What happens when you realize that you have nothing going for you, but its because you keep it from happening? What if you dont have the power to change it, whether because of lack of resources, or no reason. How does one make money in a trade where instant gratification does not exist? When you dont aspire, is there nothing avaliable to be desired? When you dont hope, how do you move? When you dont move, how will you grow? One regret puts everything into perspective.