i waynt to love, but i feel no pain. so if my heart is broken i will i no if I'm hurt? I've been battered and beaten. I've been unloved and bruised. but then again who hasn't? i look for a man who compels my father. after his death that's all i can ever think of. a strong man, who like danger, but will love me and i the same. but every man i love, whether it be family or friend... they alwayys leave... they wonder why i way sent to that place. my mind set.. its dark. and it keeps all my feelings. it cry and cry just as much as its beating. i try so hard to not get attached my mind screams at me hurry, don't leave me. i can't take no more. i need some one to lean on and not my face in the door. help , help ! my mind screams inside. but I'll try and love one last tI'me. but if not, I'm done. that day i will rest, my heart, my soul, and my dark mind set.