I don’t have any more words to comfort this feeling I have been hiding from you; so please forgive me if I speak my mind. It started out as a nightmare and then grew in my chest like a dead weight that I couldn’t let go. As a sickness of fear kept me up at nights the temptation of your eyes in my memoires still haunts me when I close mine. Though my blood boils; inner demons take control of who I am I don’t need the moon to show who I really am tonight. A monster that strives inside my heart is going to be released and I know it’s coming for you while you sleep. The hunger of my madness has peaked as I collapse to my knees and shriek out into the cold night air reminding me of my thirst. Forgive me if I kill you this night I really did love you if only for a moment in my life.
March 16, 2010