I can't love, it's as simple as that, i can't love because of trust, i can't love because once i start loving you, your compliments become lies, your smile becomes fake, your laugh becomes forced, your passionate kisses become pecks, your hand holding becomes harder, the light in your eyes fade, the love is tricked, your happiness diminishes, i can't love because of love, that little bug that says i love you but i love him too, it sucks, it truly does, because he doesn't love me, you do, but i can't see it, because all i think your made up of is lies, lies that are probably non existent, because my trust issues are just that screwed up, i break up with you many times because of it, trust, trust, trust, the word that holds me back, locks me up, begs me to stay awhile, ruin peoples lives, all because of trust, i cannot love. :'(