Love not what you had, but what you have…. For the first time in a long time Brianna Frasier felt relived. She could almost feel the concern and grieve wash away as the waves came in there soothing pattern. They washed away her sin. She t good to be her. She had missed that feeling, ever since the accident she had been constantly afraid of her own shadow. That was over now. She could let go. Let go of her grieve and pain. my father died in a plane crash 2 years ago. My mother could not take it. Multiple attempts of suicide. I was sent to live with my aunt in North Carolina. Where I could be “saved”? My aunt Sarah thought God could save me. In some ways he did. But I was still hurting inside. I hurt when I was awake. I hurt when I was asleep. Never to be okay again. This is my testimony how I came to be who I am now. Who I will be forever from here on out…….