They tell me that I’m doing so much better with you. That I’m slowly getting over the love I once had for you. Well, they are right, in one way. I am doing better. At hiding the love I still have for you.
I still think about you all the time. I smile when I see your face, and when someone says your name, even when they aren’t even talking about you, I feel my heart skip a beat. The very thought of you sends my stomach into back flips, not stopping even after I stop thinking about you. Which is never.
You have only been in my mind once. Only thing is, you never left. Not that I want you to. I love you to much to let you go.
It may seem that I am over you. But I’m not. I never will be. And I don’t want to. Loving you is the smartest thing I have ever done. It may seem crazy that I say that, seeing as it will never work out for us, but I don’t care. Because, for now and for always, I will never be over you.