No One Else

May 26, 2011
By alibi SILVER, Corry, Pennsylvania
alibi SILVER, Corry, Pennsylvania
6 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
"I'm always positive, except when I'm not."


As much as I hate to admit it, I need you right now. No one else knows what to say when I cry. No one else could name my favorite everything just for fun. No one else can kiss me the way you can. No one else can hurt me the way you did.

When did I go wrong? I thought you loved me. You promised me you loved me. You said you’d love me forever, and that you’d never leave me. So what happened? Everything is a blur. The party, that girl…

I’m so sorry. So, so very sorry. I didn’t mean what I said to you. I was mad. I know that she kissed you. I know you loved me with all your heart. I know that now. But it’s too late, isn’t it? You’re gone, and I’ll never get the chance to take it back.

I would have loved you forever. I was wrong. No one else will ever hold me the way you did. No one else with whisper I love you with the same tenderness that you did. No one else will bother to wipe away my tears. No one else will ever love me, because I won’t let them in. I can’t. I’m still in love with you. I’ll always be in love with you, no matter what I said or what you think.

The last words I ever said to you are echoing in my mind, and it’s driving me insane. Everything I do reminds me of you. Everything I say somehow drags up a memory of your laugh, your smile, your sweet kiss.

Your funeral was today. Head-on collision. A hit and run. Does that person know that they not only killed you, they killed me? Who am I without you? We’ve been best friends forever, so how can I move on? That night under the stars, when you told me you loved me for the first time… I’ll never forget it. I’ll never forget you.

That’s what I’m thinking of now. I don’t know what made me do it. The knife is lying mostly forgotten on the floor. Blood is everywhere, but I don’t really care. No one can ever be you. No one will ever make me forget you. No one will ever alleviate the guilt of that night, when I told you that I hated you, that I could do so much better, that you didn’t deserve me. You stood there and took it. You said “I know.” I was so, so wrong. You deserved me – it was me who didn’t deserve you. And then you were gone, torn from my life forever.

Maybe now, I can finally tell you what you mean to me. Maybe now, you’ll know that I’ll love no one but you.


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alibi SILVER said...
on Dec. 29 2011 at 1:57 pm
alibi SILVER, Corry, Pennsylvania
6 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
"I'm always positive, except when I'm not."

Well that's good. I wouldn't want to post something that makes people sad in a bad way. :)

on Dec. 29 2011 at 1:17 pm
Cameandgonesmarty ELITE, North Vancouver, Other
226 articles 4 photos 241 comments
Good. Definetley good

alibi SILVER said...
on Dec. 29 2011 at 12:03 pm
alibi SILVER, Corry, Pennsylvania
6 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
"I'm always positive, except when I'm not."

Thank you! :)

alibi SILVER said...
on Dec. 29 2011 at 12:03 pm
alibi SILVER, Corry, Pennsylvania
6 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
"I'm always positive, except when I'm not."

I hope you liked it, even if it was sad though...

alibi SILVER said...
on Dec. 29 2011 at 12:02 pm
alibi SILVER, Corry, Pennsylvania
6 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
"I'm always positive, except when I'm not."

I'll have to read it then! Thanks!

alibi SILVER said...
on Dec. 29 2011 at 12:02 pm
alibi SILVER, Corry, Pennsylvania
6 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
"I'm always positive, except when I'm not."

Thank you! And no, right now there's not more. Sorry...

alibi SILVER said...
on Dec. 29 2011 at 12:01 pm
alibi SILVER, Corry, Pennsylvania
6 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
"I'm always positive, except when I'm not."

In a good way, or a bad way?

alibi SILVER said...
on Dec. 29 2011 at 12:01 pm
alibi SILVER, Corry, Pennsylvania
6 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
"I'm always positive, except when I'm not."

Aw... Thank you so much! It means a lot to me!

alibi SILVER said...
on Dec. 29 2011 at 12:00 pm
alibi SILVER, Corry, Pennsylvania
6 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
"I'm always positive, except when I'm not."

Thank you so much!

Aderes47 GOLD said...
on Jun. 15 2011 at 1:39 pm
Aderes47 GOLD, Cambridge, Massachusetts
11 articles 0 photos 897 comments

Favorite Quote:
You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have truly lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love.
Henry Drummond

OH YEAH!! 

It's super-good! :) 


alibi SILVER said...
on Jun. 15 2011 at 12:49 pm
alibi SILVER, Corry, Pennsylvania
6 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
"I'm always positive, except when I'm not."

No, I haven't. Is it good?

on Jun. 13 2011 at 12:05 pm
AlyssaFama SILVER, Kunkletown, Pennsylvania
5 articles 0 photos 60 comments

Favorite Quote:
Most people want to be the sun that brightens your day. I'd rather be the moon that shines down on you in your darkest hour.

this was fantastic! great job!

on Jun. 10 2011 at 4:30 pm
Cameandgonesmarty ELITE, North Vancouver, Other
226 articles 4 photos 241 comments
sosososososososo Sad

jazzy13 said...
on Jun. 9 2011 at 9:59 pm
thts it?!?!?! awww sad.....is there more? for the record i rlly rlly rlly liked it!

Aderes47 GOLD said...
on Jun. 9 2011 at 1:49 pm
Aderes47 GOLD, Cambridge, Massachusetts
11 articles 0 photos 897 comments

Favorite Quote:
You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have truly lived are the moments when you have done things in the spirit of love.
Henry Drummond

AWW

That's so sad. :(   :(

But still very good. :)

This reminds me of The Pact by Jodi Picoult. Have you read it?


on Jun. 9 2011 at 2:01 am
ClaraRose SILVER, Glasgow, Other
7 articles 0 photos 108 comments

Favorite Quote:
"It's not what we are born, but what we grow to be."

"you think that because I am Poor, Obscure, Plain and little, that I am Soulless and Heartless. I have just as much soul as you and full as much heart"

It was so sad

on Jun. 9 2011 at 1:03 am
booklover104 BRONZE, Stockton, California
4 articles 0 photos 54 comments

Favorite Quote:
I have a couple of quotes i like... \"Success is not a doorway it\'s a staircase\"
2. \"Everything happens for a reason\"
3.\"Your worth consists in what you are and not in what you have\"-Thomas Edison

It was very nice! =)

Anon... said...
on Jun. 8 2011 at 7:34 pm
Ok, I just started crying!  Very well written and so touching!


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