Forgetting him was the hardest thing i EVER had to do. But the relationship i had with him was amazing. I can remember every moment i had with him. But he was a jerk to me. i guess the love we had between us was blinding my sight to see how he really treated me. A bunch of people tell me how depressed i was when i was with him. but how could that be? i was in love with him. i thought i was going to graduate with him and marry him and never let him go til the day that i die. but it looks like my fairy tale turned into a nightmare. its a type of nightmare that's burned into my brain and i will never forget. but i would do anything to forget. anything. i want to forget him completely.
March 16, 2011