You were the absolute best thing that had ever happened to me; the most amazing person I knew. However, unfortunately, you changed. You became the worst thing that I'd ever known, and although the memories with you were the best, they turned to the worst because they hurt. Now I sit here, wondering what we could've been- what we could be now. Sometimes I wonder if it's worth wondering. Sometimes I just know for a fact that no matter how much I hate you, and how much you don't mean to me anymore, I'll always love you. If anyone can think of no reason why I should love you, I can tell them that I love you because everything between us was real. So, to say the very least, I miss you even though I know I shouldn't.
I Hate You
November 23, 2010