It kills me everyday inside to think I almost had you. I was so close I could feel your grasp lightly toughing my hand. I always knew you were the perfect guy for me but it’s done. All my friends tell me to move on but I have come so far so I won’t. You have held the key to my heart ever since I was a little girl; I’m not going to give up on you. I will come through. They all tell me your shy but it’s time to stop believing that it’s the case. I mean I look at you and you look back but you see the sadness in my eyes. I can get you out of my head, every song, every movie; every book reminds me of you. I feel so foolish inside but I can’t help it. What can I say? I’m in love.
so close but so far away
October 19, 2010