I see sunshine when I look at him. The way he talks, and laughs is perfect. He's sensitive, and isn't afraid to cry. Therefore, I respect him more than I respect myself. But there's something between the door of friendship and the door of being together.. When he looks at her, I see his eyes light up. The way he looks down at the ground, and up at her face, makes my heart soar. Only because I wish I was her. He knows he will never get her back. But I have hope for him, for I cannot stand to see him upset. He texts me saying he's sobbing, and always is looking for somebody to talk to. And ever since we became friends, he's had me, and I will never leave. I comfort him, and he thanks me for it. He is the most beautiful boy I have ever seen. He is an amazing friend along with his adorable looks. He'd do anything for me, and if someone ever hurt me, he said "I'll kidnap them, tie them up, and beat them with a baseball bat. *laughs* " I know he could never do that to someone, but he tries to make me feel better. He's a fifteen year old boy, and I already love him more than anything, and I know that I'd do anything for him. I just pray that one day he'll fall for me. I would never break his heart like the one he's in love with did. I would never be able to give his adorable face dirty looks. I see what he goes through, and I wish I could make everything better. And I wish I would have met him before she did. Because then, maybe just maybe, he would have fallen for me. And his heart wouldn't be broken into so many pieces. But in a way I'm glad she broke his heart. Now, I can be the one to piece it back together. And although he'll never really realize it, it's the best thing a girl could do for a guy she really loves. Even if she knows they could never be together. Fate won't allow it.. When I look at him, I see a beautiful thing, called life itself.
When I Look At Him
September 3, 2010