My heart wanted him, my brain though otherwise.

July 13, 2010
"I have to tell you something," Zakariah whispered into my ear. My heart started to race, he's never said that, what's going to happen? A million thoughts went through my mind in the 5 seconds it took for me to reply, "What is it?" The wind grew brisk, my hair was whipping everywhich way. Somewhere off in the distance, there was a snap of a twig. The rock I was sitting on, felt as if it bound me to the earth. I couldn't move, then my eyes fluttered, as he spoke, "This will only hurt a bit." Zakariah lunged at me, knocking me onto the frozen, dewey grass. I screamed, I didn't know what was happening. It went all too fast, the next thing I knew, there was a burning in my heart. He had a pocketknife to my chest, it was bloody. Was that MY blood? I couldn't tell, all I could think of was the pain. It felt as if I would die. The excruciating, immense pain.

Moments passed, all I could see was black, all I could feel was coldness. The air, still wisping around the plain. My eyes rapidly opened, I jolted up. What had happened? Was it all a dream? I looked around, and there he was, covered in blood. MY blood. I looked down, a heart was carved over my own. I looked at the expression on Zakariah's face, and I whispered, "Why?" It felt like eons waiting for his response, but finally, he let it all out, "I love you, I'm the only one for you. You're mine, and I know that's selfish, but I don't care anymore. I can't ever imagine a life without your presence, you've made me all I am, and I'm NOT going to loose you. I love you Victoria, I always will. And now that proves that you're mine forever." I wanted to scream at him. Who said I was his? Why does he now decide to tell me this, after letting me believe a lie all along? Who gave him permission to put me in this pain, draw my blood? What were people going to think? But, in the end, all I said was, "I love you."

It's all my body was willing to let me say.

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alissathefirst said...
Jul. 24, 2010 at 12:12 am

This was really good(; I don't know what exactally is happening, or why, but neither do you, so its okay(:

I love the way you write :D

BaileyLovessYou replied...
Jul. 26, 2010 at 12:13 am

Thank youu! <3


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