Never did I think I would like him. Never did I think I would want him so badly. I never thought that he would be the subject of my daze. He is the one I imagine holding my hand looking out at the sunset. I've known for a good portion of the year that he liked me, but I never thought it would get this far. For me, liking him is like a light switch. On sometimes and off sometimes but always there. I don't think about fairy tale endings with him. I think about reality. Will we last forever? No, probably not. Will I love him? It's a possibility. Was it love at first sight? No, certainly not. I've known him since I was in first grade. I'm going into seventh grade now, so no, certainly will not last even close to forever. But it's worth a shot. He's worth a shot.
Never Would've Thought
June 20, 2010