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Sometimes I Wonder

June 14, 2010
By givemetherapy SILVER, Mount Vernon, Ohio
givemetherapy SILVER, Mount Vernon, Ohio
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Favorite Quote:
"Hope is what you cling to when reality has left you with nothing else."


Sometimes I wonder if you remember our time together as vividly as I do. Like the day that we met in the music store, when we picked up that album at the same time. It was last copy, but you said you would burn me a copy if I let you have it. I didn't really trust you, but I let you have the CD anyway, because I thought you were cute.

Sometimes I wonder if you had as much fun as I did at the first concert we went to together, and if fell in love as quickly as I did. My heart and my mind were conflicted over you, because my heart was falling so fast, and my mind knew that I wasn't good enough for you.

Sometimes I wonder if you have any recollection of the day that your mom died. Your stepdad didn't care enough to tell you in person, so I was with you when you got the phone call. I hadn't a clue what to do when you fell to your knees, so I held you and I kissed you. I kissed your lips, and I tasted your pain, and the saltiness of the tears streaming down your face. I knew at that moment that I would never stop caring for you.

Often, I wonder if you think of me in the same way that I think of you. I wonder what you're doing now, and if we'll ever meet again. The hardest thing I've ever had to do was say goodbye to you, but I knew that I couldn't make you stay. I still miss your room, your car, your smile, your laugh, your smell... your taste.
I don't know if I'll ever be able to love again, but I know I have to get on with my life. Sometimes I wonder if you've moved on without me.


The author's comments:
This was really emotional for me to write, so I hope everyone enjoys it.

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on Aug. 5 2010 at 3:46 pm
Lover_that_Hates DIAMOND, Reynolds, Georgia
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Favorite Quote:
"She was fascinated with words. To her words were things of beauty, each like a magical powder or potion that could be combinded with other words to create powerful spells." From: Lighting(By: Dean Koontz)

Excellent! thats all im gonna say :)

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on Jul. 16 2010 at 7:42 pm
Diana101 GOLD, Grove City, Ohio
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Favorite Quote:
"God's delays are not God's denials"

I loved it! It was so honest and true. It made me smile and cry. So great job, keep on writing!!

Maybe you can check out my stories?


on Jun. 21 2010 at 9:29 am
givemetherapy SILVER, Mount Vernon, Ohio
9 articles 0 photos 33 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Hope is what you cling to when reality has left you with nothing else."

 thanks :)

on Jun. 21 2010 at 9:29 am
givemetherapy SILVER, Mount Vernon, Ohio
9 articles 0 photos 33 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Hope is what you cling to when reality has left you with nothing else."

thank you so much :)

on Jun. 21 2010 at 6:20 am
pinkypromise23 PLATINUM, Cranston, Rhode Island
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Favorite Quote:
i know that you believe you understand what you think i said, but im not sure you realize that what you heard is not what i meant.

so honest...5 stars for you(:

on Jun. 20 2010 at 5:50 pm
sparkofheart GOLD, Plymouth, Minnesota
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Favorite Quote:
"Always" - Severus Snape

ive definitely had some of the same thoughts before. i can relate so much to this! great job :) check out some of my stuff?

on Jun. 18 2010 at 10:09 am
givemetherapy SILVER, Mount Vernon, Ohio
9 articles 0 photos 33 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Hope is what you cling to when reality has left you with nothing else."

thanks so much :)

on Jun. 18 2010 at 6:21 am
OfficialApprover PLATINUM, Orefield, Pennsylvania
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Favorite Quote:
Grab life by the balls. -Slobberknocker
We cannot change the cards we're dealt just how we play the hand
Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted
It's pretty easy to be smart when you're parroting smart people
-Randy Pausch

You're absolutely welcome:)

on Jun. 18 2010 at 4:15 am
taintedannex GOLD, Hong Kong, Other
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Favorite Quote:
The truth is that at some point, everyone's going to hurt you. You just have to decide who's worth the pain.

Some say having something to lose is what makes you vulnerable. I believe that having something to lose only makes you stronger.

Aw, I loved it. It was so honest & raw, and so sad, but it made me crack a smile. 

:)


on Jun. 17 2010 at 10:14 pm
givemetherapy SILVER, Mount Vernon, Ohio
9 articles 0 photos 33 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Hope is what you cling to when reality has left you with nothing else."

wow, thank you :)

on Jun. 17 2010 at 9:56 pm
OfficialApprover PLATINUM, Orefield, Pennsylvania
48 articles 0 photos 1754 comments

Favorite Quote:
Grab life by the balls. -Slobberknocker
We cannot change the cards we're dealt just how we play the hand
Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted
It's pretty easy to be smart when you're parroting smart people
-Randy Pausch

That was so sweet!  Very melancholy and wistful.  GREAT job.   Please keep writing!

Btw, will you check out and comment on my work?



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