Shattered Dreams And Broken Hearts

March 1, 2010
By SarynJumail PLATINUM, Bloomington, Illinois
SarynJumail PLATINUM, Bloomington, Illinois
27 articles 0 photos 2 comments

Favorite Quote:
Losing is not coming second. It's getting out of the water knowing you could have done better.


Alright.... I'm not sure what I want to write here but I know I gotta write something... I'm not going to edit this, I'm just going to let the words flow...
This past month or so has been awesome. I didn't know that I could like you like this, and I didn't know what I was getting myself into at the beginning.
I wouldn't trade it for the world though. These things that have happened to me in this last month or so - I've changed. Things I once too for granted I value now; relationships with friends have stregnthened and grown. Sometimes things just happen like this - and I need to learn to accept them and go on with my life, without looking back.

I'm a stronger person now, I know I am. I have to tell myself that; I have to make myself believe it. Because today, and all the preceding days spent with you - it's like a blur of emotions. I can't remember what exactly happened, but I can remember the feelings.

The feelings...

They're clear as day, though what happened isn't. I know exactly how I felt when I kissed you that first time - I was nervous, scared, but you told me not to go home without regrets. So I didn't. You taught me that. Not to be afraid of rejection. And it makes sense, what's the worst that could happen? Rejection isn't something I'm afraid of anymore.

I will always remember your carefree nature. How you used to run away. But you always came back. You always came back...

Will you come back now?

Maybe. Maybe you will. But maybe not. Only time will tell. And if you do come back... what will happen? That's your call. Only time will tell. Only you will know.

There are so many things I'm unsure of in life, but there's one thing I know for sure. I remember the feelings. I can feel them all, over and over again, as if those events happened just yesterday. Just yesterday... but no. I can't think about these things anymore. I have to concentrate on life - on life without you. And it's not that bad.

We'll be alright. Or, more so, I'll be alright.

Something's are just meant to happen. And some aren't. Nobody will ever know for sure. Only time will tell.


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on Mar. 17 2010 at 11:45 am
ReneetheGreat PLATINUM, Castle Rock, Colorado
28 articles 3 photos 85 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Strength does not come from physical capacity, but from an indomitable will."

I really like this! Choppy, but pure and full of emotion :)

on Mar. 15 2010 at 8:21 pm
LostAngel DIAMOND, Jersey, New Jersey
65 articles 0 photos 89 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Just live your life, if people don't like the way you are doing it then they can get out of it" "if you can't stand me at my worst you dont deserve me at my best"

Thanks you. You basicly spilled out every feeling I couldn't explain in words about my ex. Again, I thank you. Reading this changed my life...

on Mar. 9 2010 at 7:13 pm
Green8a8 SILVER, NY, New York
8 articles 1 photo 161 comments

Favorite Quote:
im the author of my life, unfortunately im writing in pen therefore i can't erase nothing about it.-by some crazy friend of mine

your welcome,

the fact that its real is seriously cool

on Mar. 9 2010 at 4:51 pm
SarynJumail PLATINUM, Bloomington, Illinois
27 articles 0 photos 2 comments

Favorite Quote:
Losing is not coming second. It's getting out of the water knowing you could have done better.

Thanks to both of you!

Yes, it is true, and I wish I could make it a story, but every time I try to write anything long I never finish. Maybe a short story...

Again, thanks for the comments! They are MUCH appreciated!

Meli138 said...
on Mar. 8 2010 at 9:27 pm
Meli138, GP, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
"Like a bird with broken wings its not how high he flies but the song he sings"
"Everybody live like its the last day you will ever see tell me tell me do you feel the pressure now?"

Sorry agsmiley888 i replied to you by accident i meant to simply post my own comment sorry! :)

Meli138 said...
on Mar. 8 2010 at 9:26 pm
Meli138, GP, Texas
0 articles 0 photos 56 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Like a bird with broken wings its not how high he flies but the song he sings"
"Everybody live like its the last day you will ever see tell me tell me do you feel the pressure now?"

I know this is labeled under fiction but is it true? It is true isnt it? Well either way its really good and you should turn it into a storyline. :) A real life expirience that may have hurt should be used to your advantage.

on Mar. 8 2010 at 8:31 pm
Green8a8 SILVER, NY, New York
8 articles 1 photo 161 comments

Favorite Quote:
im the author of my life, unfortunately im writing in pen therefore i can't erase nothing about it.-by some crazy friend of mine

wow this is really really great,

i feel as if it were me feeling what you described, and its very inspirational too


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