My Drug

June 13, 2009
You are my drug. You are my anti-drug. You are better than drugs. You completely intoxicate me. You poison me. You’re infatuating. I can’t stop thinking about you. I think I am obsessed with you. No, I know I am. Nothing else fills my mind but you. I swear I go through withdrawal symptoms when you are not here. My body aches to feel you close to me. My eyes constantly scan where I am for you. My ears strain to hear your voice. How can I possibly survive without you here? You are bad for me. So very, very bad. Yet I keep running back for more. I want nothing more from life than for you to spend the entire time with me. Could it be destiny I see? I don’t know. I just know that I have never felt this way before. Just the thought of you spreads through my body like a fever. I’m sick with you. So why is it that it seems I can never sate this thirst? I drink you in and I am left dry and begging for more. I feel like I am going crazy. I can’t sleep at night. I can’t concentrate on anything. I can’t even sit still. What have you done to me? You have bewitched me. I yearn for you night and day, and yet I am never satisfied. This feeling frustrates me to the point of tears. Will I ever be fully satisfied? Will I ever be able to get over you? I don’t believe so. I have become an addict. Once an addict, always an addict. No matter what treatment, or how long I go without you; I will forever be a slave to you.

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addy114804 said...
Mar. 12, 2012 at 7:59 pm
I feel this way about *sighs* Tyler. He probably doesn't care about me though... After I said that I don't care about sports he probably thinks I'm "that idiot girl"
Kenona500 said...
Jan. 25, 2011 at 7:06 pm
I appreciate your gift with words. It spelled out what I had/have been going through with my current love interest. I broke up with him because I couldn't control myself when I was around him. And now I find that I'm still not over him. I hope that a situation such as this isn't what inspired you to write this. If it is, I feel your pain.
doubleblacklover said...
Nov. 23, 2010 at 12:55 pm
sooooooooooooo real. I alwaysh ave that feeling, sittingi n class and every word the teacher says goes right out the other ear cuz I can't stop thinking about HIM. I find myself writing stupid poems without even thinking. This piece shows me I'm not the only crazy out there.
kimmabug said...
Oct. 23, 2010 at 1:46 pm
wow that reminds me of what im goin through right now
xBaByGiRrL22x replied...
Dec. 6, 2010 at 10:10 pm
i agree. i can completely relate. its actually kinda sad how much:/
weirdonpurpose said...
Jan. 10, 2010 at 12:25 am
i envy those of you who have your addictions close at hand... mine is oblivious to my total infatuation of him. :'(
adorabiblegirl said...
Nov. 3, 2009 at 11:02 am
unfortunately this is how i feel about my boyfriend im almost failing all of my classes because I can't stop thinking about him! He's so...... addicting
tgir85 said...
Oct. 24, 2009 at 10:13 pm
OMG!!!! this is SOOO good it really describes how i feel right now!! awesomenes!! check out my work(In progress)??? ^^
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