And her tears are falling down, she's all alone fighting the Devils
around her. She has no one, no one who truly cares about her, no one
who loves her and wishes the best for her. She's surrounded by her
enemies, who want to destroy what's left from her. She stayed strong
though, she stayed strong for 4 years but the time came and she just
couldn't handle living anymore. She couldn't handle being alone
fighting everyone who is trying to tear her apart even though she is
already torn but yeah she forgot that no one knows what she has been
going through because no one have ever cared to ask her what is she
going through or if she needs anything. She's in her room right now,
crying herself to sleep. She had no one to tell her that everything
will be okay, no one to tell her that she’s strong enough to keep
fighting, no one to make her feel that she has someone by her side
supporting her. Maybe that was because she didn't tell anyone what was
wrong, "well how can I tell them what was wrong, they have enough to
worry about"- she thinks all the time trying to give people excuses
for why they weren’t there for her when she needed them. But we all
know that's not the only reason why she doesn't tell people what is
wrong, what is going on in her life, what is hurting her and what is
killing her in the inside, it's because she knows they won't care, she
knows that they will hurt her more and make her hate herself for who
she is. She's afraid of people so she keeps everything inside and
only tries to help other people who have never cared about her. She
acts happy all day long, like she's a whole different person just
because she doesn't want her family to get worried about her. The
real her appears when the lights go off in her room and the tears
start falling down her cheeks, she can't make a sound in the room so
she holds her breath while crying to not have anyone feel like
something is wrong. She cries and cries every night and it only gets
worse. She's lonely and broken. She's dying from the inside and no
one knows what is going on…