Last Day

If your today was your last day would you have any regrets? You never expect it to be your last day and if I lived by the saying “live like it’s your last day” I would have ended up in a lot of trouble a long time ago. I took granted every day, every moment I had with you. The way you laughed at everything and how your voice would carry across a room. I didn’t know. How was I supposed to know? I should’ve known. Yesterday wasn’t my last day, but it was yours. I was so stupid and selfish. I should’ve just apologized. Yesterday wasn’t my last day, but it was yours. I don’t know if you have any regrets but I have many. I’m sorry. I am so sorry. I shouldn’t have said anything. This is my apology. As I write this, I can’t help but cry and I can almost feel you reading over my shoulder. Please know how sorry I am. Please forgive all those things we fought about. Know I loved you and will never stop. You will be in my heart forever. I will never forget your smile, how nice you were. I didn’t talk to you on your last day. I’m hoping with everything I have that your reading this somehow now. This is my apology. This is me saying I’m sorry. Yesterday wasn’t my last day, but it was yours. Please forgive me.