And now i give in to the numbness. I let it wrap itself around me and cushion me. The fog of this high is stronger and thicker than ever. I lie perfectly still on my back with my eyes closed. Breathing in, then out. Letting my mind wonder to all the delights of life. No worries, no pains, no stress. Just the luxury of my insane high. I relax and allow my eyes to roll back a little ways. The familiar hum in the back of their sockets comforts me as i continue to lie motionless. I know if i move my high will be disturbed and the numbness with fade a bit. So, i just lie here, perfectly still, perfectly high, perfectly numb. Perfect for once in my life.
High on Numbness
July 6, 2012