I started crying -really crying not the fake tears I always seem to trick people with.- Something inside of me hurt, it wasn't my stomach, those where feelings of it being in knots. I don't know how to describe it, I don't want to know what it is.

pain? I don't want to say that word again. It makes me feel sick and wrong. I don't know why, in fact I don't know a lot of things. I should since I'm fourteen. I should know the feeling that makes me cry, and I should know why I hate that word. Maybe I'm not the only one that hates it. Maybe there's more people like me out there. Invisible people. People that can walk pass you without you even knowing. People that talk but no one listens to.

I could feel people pushing and shoving me but I don't bother to say anything. Besides there just trying to get to class. I breathe just like everyone else, I see just like everyone else, I feel just like everyone, but for some reason they don't see me. I'm here, standing right here in the crowded hallway, still no one sees me.

I forgot, I'm not internally invisible. Julia sees me but not to be friendly. Ryan sees me but just like how Julia sees me. Curtis sees me but just like Ryan. Brittany also sees me but just like Curtis. Its normal I guess you could say, everyone has a bully. Even if you say you don't. Its just the way people work, the cruel way.