John had a sudden impulse of fear. It became very apparent to him, exactly what he was about to do. John thought all his life that he had to make others happy, when this opportunity came up, how could he refuse? So, at this moment he didn’t look so avaricious. “I want her to be happy. That’s why I married her, for her to be happy all the time, no worries. I am going to do this for her. There will be no harm, who’s going to miss little old me? I lived my life fully.” John pulls out the gun from his belt and lifts it up to his head. “ Shouldn't it end with a bang?”