Slip From My Grasp

July 23, 2010
By crayolamusix SILVER, Richmond, Virginia
crayolamusix SILVER, Richmond, Virginia
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Favorite Quote:
"don't believe the hype."

The smile on my face is fake like plastic. I walk in this world like everything is always fine, everything is always okay. But nothing is always okay for anyone.

These people I associate with leave me with scars deeper for medicine to fix. I wander around thinking why would they pick me for such a degrading role; the victim.

It’s not like this is new to me. I’ve been playing the victim role for a while.

Even when I was a little kid I remember people walking all over me like I was some type of human rug. I was a little kid who just wanted someone to play with.

I’m still that little kid.

But this little kid is going to kick over sandcastles bigger than ones she’s ever faced before.

I’m with my “friends” at the café we always hang out at. Everyone’s there, so we’re there.

Everyone’s talking and nobody’s listening.

It’s just like it always is.

I’m sitting in the corner with my ears shut down and my eyes plastered on a blank spot on the wall.

I’m lost in my own imagination. It’s the only place where I’m safe.

That is until she calls me by name.

“Grace?” The ringleader of my group singles me out. Of course, this can lead to no where pleasant. “I wonder, how do you do your hair in the morning?”

“Straight-iron, and things like that.”

“Yeah, are you sure that’s it?”

“Yeah, that’s it.”

“I would highly doubt it since what I’ve seen about the people of your kind.”

A screeching chord is struck inside my body.

“People of my kind?”

“Yeah, don’t you know? There’s all these weaves and products and all this other crap you people use. Don’t you wish you had hair like me?” She waves her hair around like it’s spun from gold. She gets up from her seat and walks right behind me. “See, I don’t even know if this stuff is real or not.”

She takes one big chuck of hair and tries to yank it out of my head. Her little minions laugh like everything is so funny. Everything in life must be so damn funny.

I’m about to laugh at anything. Something is set off in me that I’d never felt before. I have reached my breaking point. Before I could figure out how to reply, I was already making a statement.

“Listen. I’m not going to deal with your crap anymore. None of it. I’m tired of always being the one you vultures sink your teeth into. I’ve dealt with it already for way too long, and this is me taking a stand against people like you.” I turned to her minions “And every single one of you. So, don’t ever talk to me again. As if you’ll ever miss me. Just think, it’ll be like you never knew me.”

A rush of excitement streams through my veins. I am on top of the world and nobody is going to kick me off of my high horse. Before I left, I gave her one last goodbye present.

“And we all know your hair isn’t real after all.” A stream of synthetic hair slips from her scalp and falls to the floor.

She looks at me if I had set the world of fire.

And I looked at her like I did it and was damn proud of it.

With every step I took out of that café a new found confidence comes over me. It’s something I’ve been searching for all my life. And now that I’ve found it I wasn’t going to let it slip from my grasp.

The author's comments:
There was a time where I was being bullied constantly. I hope that people in the same situation know that they are not alone and they can rise from it.

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on Jan. 3 2011 at 10:13 pm
Ellawind PLATINUM, Seattle, Washington
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Favorite Quote:
What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

Don't let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game.

Dream like you will live forever, live like you will die today.

Okay, I was listening to an instrumental song from Mulan when I read this and it got all epic at the same time I read Grace's speech... That was just cool. Anyhow. :)

I like the metaphors, although some are a little unclear, like the sandcastle one. I feel like it's saying she's going to destroy beautiful things, not bad ones. What I love is the way you made statements like 'Everyone's talking and no one's listening. It's just like it always is.' The line breaks and simplistic language make the point clearly and bring a sense of raw honesty to the page. She's just telling it like it is. 

I enjoyed Grace's speech and her standing up to the 'vultures,' but I feel like in reality they would have just laughed at her. Maybe they could laugh, and she could just remain there silent and smiling until they gave up, I dunno. Nice work, though! 


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