Why don't you love me? Was I not good enough for you or was it you just being your selfish self. Daddy, me and mommy were scared for you being out late god only knows what you were doing. Staying up a little later to make sure you cigrette was out so nothing would burn. Daddy, you were always nicer to my brother then you were to me. Did you like him better than me or did you not know how to communicate with me. I would keep your secrets in the room when you guys went somewhere else. When you wanted to end your life with that gun and gave it to grandpa and I stepped in front of you and said " Take me instead!" I was doing it for you and only you!