UNSAID

April 21, 2010
By JasminePinto BRONZE, Anywhere, Texas
JasminePinto BRONZE, Anywhere, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
we make a living by what we get but make a life by what we give- Winston Churchhill

Don't quit while the night is darkest for its just a while till dawn- Jill Wolf


As i go to stare at my reflection in the mirror, I begin to replay the day over and over again in my head. I realize I just go through the everyday motions I have taught my body to do so well. As I look at myself and at the girl staring back at me and realization sets in that I don't know who she is anymore. She isn't the happy-go-lucky, outgoing, caring person who was always so fun to be with. She is not the girl I used to see staring back at me. Now I see a girl whose beautiful eyes are filled with a building pain. On the outside she is the same person you have always known. To bad its all an act. She puts on her fake million dollar smile, she has learned all to well. But inside she is slowly deteriorating. She is slowly but steadily detaching herself from the world, she had once loved with all her heart. As the days go by she slowly looses all interest in life itself. She starts to sleep her days away... not that anyone notices. She is no longer the beautiful, vibrant young lady her family was once so proud of... in her head anyway... or is it now reality as well? She hurts so much. It even hurts to breathe, some days. When her so called "friends" used to ask her what was wrong she would just giggle, shake her head, and say nothing I was just thinking. They just smiled in return ignoring the pain in her eyes and went back to listening to the latest gossip. They never cared enough to pry and ask what she was thinking about. As the months go by she gets smaller and smaller, and dark blue and black circles begin to appear under her eyes. I touch them now and feel the wetness from new fallen tears. Suddenly a hand grabs hold of me and says we need to talk. I have heard this before. I know all to well what will happen. I know it may not start of well but will end well. I am relieved and so is she.


The author's comments:
i feel most people especially young teen girls feel this way once in a while during ther younger years and i just want them to know they are not alone and i love them and believe in them. have hope and love life for the blesing it is.

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on May. 19 2010 at 9:56 pm
BleedingRose PLATINUM, Frederic, Wisconsin
33 articles 1 photo 378 comments

Favorite Quote:
*The darkness holds infinite possibilities.

(mine)

thx very much and ur welcome!

-Rose


on May. 16 2010 at 1:31 pm
JasminePinto BRONZE, Anywhere, Texas
1 article 0 photos 19 comments

Favorite Quote:
we make a living by what we get but make a life by what we give- Winston Churchhill

Don't quit while the night is darkest for its just a while till dawn- Jill Wolf

i know how it feels, to just want to sleep your days away because when your asleep everything seems so much better and whole, but its not healthy to do that. if you ever need anyone to talk to or listen im here dont be afraid just comment and i will get back to it asap

on May. 16 2010 at 12:20 am
.iloveyou. GOLD, Evansville, Wyoming
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Favorite Quote:
"There are but two certainties in life; death and taxes." Ben Franklin

It's ironic that i read this tonight; you describe what is happening to me beautifully and so closely related that I wonder if maybe there is someone out there that knows how this feels. My eyes are blackened, looks like i've never slept, but that's all i want to do. sleep. Sleep until I'm older, sleep until the world is muture. 7stars.

on May. 15 2010 at 3:32 pm
letmekeepthis GOLD, Mount Juliet, Tennessee
17 articles 0 photos 22 comments

Favorite Quote:
"whats past is prologue" - shakespeare

i thinik you woke me up(:

on May. 15 2010 at 11:37 am
Seelix PLATINUM, Chandler, Arizona
20 articles 3 photos 72 comments
Very beautiful! It shows what a lot of girls are struggling with.

on May. 14 2010 at 6:11 pm
JasminePinto BRONZE, Anywhere, Texas
1 article 0 photos 19 comments

Favorite Quote:
we make a living by what we get but make a life by what we give- Winston Churchhill

Don't quit while the night is darkest for its just a while till dawn- Jill Wolf

im glad it touched your heart and dont worry that last part will come when you least expect it, if you ever need anyone to talk to im here, feel free to vent and ill listen, and help in any way i can :)

on May. 14 2010 at 10:53 am
BleedingRose PLATINUM, Frederic, Wisconsin
33 articles 1 photo 378 comments

Favorite Quote:
*The darkness holds infinite possibilities.

(mine)

This is completely amzing because I can connect to this very much.  Probably more then you know.  never stop writing, this hit me very deep and was so touching, I love it.  5 stars!

-Rose 

   (but im still waiting for that last part to happen)



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