Listen, Matt, I didn't want you to find out like this. I've been meaning to tell you for years. I had a plan I was going to tell you in my own good time. We've been friend forever, I didn't want to ruin it. The thing is, I remember your first date better than I remember my own. When I would see you walking down the hall holding some girls hand, I would wish it was my hand you were holding. I've wanted you to walk me home after school and kiss me at my door. Every girl you have dated I've been jealous of. When I would tell you she was wrong for you, I was lying. I just really wanted you to be with me. I know this may be a lot to take in right now, but.... Matt, I'm in love with you.