My heart has grown fond of this place. I never want to leave. The warm and familiar glow fills my entire soul. When i'm here, I feel safe. I have been to other places, but my mind always finds its way back here. It brings vague memories of belonging. Like to another time, another world. A world all to my own. I remember it only when I am in this place, and it is something I should not like to forget. I cannot see or hear anything when i remember, I only feel. But I do not complain. The feeling overwhelms me. I am overcome by this wave of familiarity and peace. I could spend my life alone in this sweet surrender. And oh how I wish that I could.
November 30, 2009