She was loved and she knew that, but everyone wanted something from here. Weather it was help, someone to talk to, or even something they think is good for her. HOw would they know what's good for her. they barely know her. they don't know how she feels deep inside and they don't know why she does the things she does. All they do is add pressure. She wants to please them all, but by attempting that she fails them all and she knows it. She feels like they're talking behind her back. that they keep secrets. Maybe she's just paranoid. She's not sure. She doesn't know what to do, so she sits and she cries.
August 3, 2009