In the skate park you were laying there. i should have sat down next to you. listened to you. i wanted to but if i did what would happen. would my feelings over take me? would i let that happen? i think i would. i think for a split second i loved you. and now the feelings over take me and pull me down. i want to look at my phone and see that you called, see that you texted me a love note. thinking of your green and black hair ( as i saw you last)and your aviators.wishing i could have a hug. even if it only lasted a milisecond. i wish i wish.
July 21, 2009