My children Caroline faith Logan Daniel Adam and destiny,
I know I promised I would stay with you forever and I know I said I would be with you as you grow. I know leave you with your mother to think of me as I was let your memory of me grow as I live on but without you. don't think of me if my last moments when I was angry hesitant and I was mad at the simplest things my children I love you all Caroline face Logan you may not have been mine but I could claim you as my own and I did everyday that I live with you.
my wife autumn,
I love you and you have changed my life for the last few years that I've been with you 3 years it is how much I loved you times a million. at first I was angry confused lost scared I had no idea what to do. I wish I could take a moment to be with you that much longer and I wish I could stay but something is telling me I have to go please take care of her children and remember me. I would deeply understand if you wish to move on I was not the best to be with nor did I ever expect I would be. I know it's not the easiest to deal with but I think you for putting up with me.
my sister Elizabeth and Lillian,
you guys were my everything from start to end, Lillian I've known you since you were the youngest cutest little thing afterall you're my twin and Elizabeth I will never regret the day that I had saved you and brought you into my home as my own little sister. you guys were my first love I know it sounds odd but you're the only one I could ever imagine myself being with forever.

shade my best friend,
I love you man. you were the only one that was like me in almost every way and I thank you for accepting me and realizing that you're not alone. I will never ever regret every laugh every tear every hug every word I shared with you. man I miss the days that we would sing together dance across the stage in sure our songs we would spare every word to each other nothing was ever held back.
owl and adder,
I created you I put all of my memories in both of your heads I picked for animals and used humans with you you became the wonderful people you Adder, I wish to see you, the innocent little girl a made smiling laughing with dark and your beautiful new daughter I owl, I hope you come from the angry man that only knew discipline and training to smile with cinder and your child and the children you take as your own
cinder and everyone else,
you all have made me happy others have made me wonder I can't believe how far is come with all of you every single one of you used to hate me I'm think I was completely despicable but now I see you were just preparing me for life and showing me what it really means to be Who I am I love each and everyone of you you are my family you are my life you are what I lived protecting and now you're what I die for live on without me and worship every day even when I'm not there by your side
I guess it really is goodbye this time I hope you all live a life that you were supposed to