I don't deserve him one bit. He deserves someone way better. Some one

who has potential. Someone with less problems. Someone with more
confidence. Someone with more of a heart. Something I lack. After
everything I have done I don't know why he hasn't let me go. More
along the lines of let me fall. I'm used to it anyway. I'm expected
to. But the thing is I don't wanna let him go. I'm so afrAid to loose
him. I have no idea why but I am. It makes absolutely no sence but
it's true. I know he deserves better but I don't think I could stand
to see him hug or look at another girl the same way he looks at me. It
would shatter me. Break me. But in the end I would suck it up because
I would know that he is better off with out me..........less
problems.....less pain.........less regret.