Is there any possible way out of this deep, dark hole I've fallen into? It seems to be deeper than any ladder could ever reach. It only gets deeper and deeper no matter how much I try to climb out of it. Some have attempted to help, but it has not worked. I'm still here, hopeless and frightened. But I know that there has to be a way out, there must be. It'll probably just take a while. But I'm afraid that after that help comes, memories of the deep, dark hole will creep back into my mind. I fear that I'll slip back into it. This fear makes me not want to leave the hole, but to just close it in, ad end it all.
January 11, 2008