We all like to wear mask. We enjoy people not seeing our true selves. We enjoy having protection from the world's cruelty. Humans don't enjoy the feeling of being defenselessness and being on your own. So perhaps I am not human. I don;t want comfort from others. i know it is all false. I am aware of the fear and horror I stir in people when they see me, but they lie and speak false words telling me I am not what I clearly am. I have known from the first time I looked in a mirror. i won't tell you of my appearance, it would only give you fear and nightmares. Some are changed forever after seeing me. I am an unimaginable horror, I use to have a family, but when I grew older I was ditched. They never looked back, I probably was to horrifying to bear. I am not your typical beast or freak of nature. Am I beast inside? Probably. I was told that is why I am that way.
January 21, 2012