She crawled into the arm chair and curled in on herself, glad no one was around to see her misery. Soon she pulled into a trance by the chairs gentle rocking as she stared out the window. It was a few weeks from christmas and still no snow, where's the snow?! Her windows were open in hope that it would start and she could watch everything freeze in time. Wouldn't that be nice? to just be able to be freeze peacefully never feel anything again? For hours she just sat, rocking slowly and imagining it. the ice creeping up her limbs, her body somehow being tricked into thinking it was warm, falling into a peaceful sleep, forever frozen, peacefully rocking in that chair for eternity.
December 7, 2011