Through the darkness i find your eyes, peering into my soul. I find myself seized by your gaze- I have to look. You seem real , but that can't be true.Why? You ask.Well, sadly to say you moved away some time ago. Never to be heard from again. The astonishing thing is that I have dreams about you ever now and then. Now I don't really, before I did.It was nice having these dreams every once in a while.It made me believe. But then again, it made me see what was real, and what is real , is not always the best. Far well for now friend, because I'm forgetting you.It's for the best really. NO more sadness, and asking why I did what I did. My life is better without you in the back of my mind. i just wish I forgot you a long time ago, but i know one day i will forget you completely. That will break the spell of my endless thinking about how sorry I am about that day.
February 17, 2011