Sometimes I ask myself “What did I do wrong?”, “Can I change that mistake?”, “I still love him.” but he belongs to another chick that does not love him at all “How can I prove to him that i regret what I did and I still love him?”They say love kills could it be true? If so I feel its claws tearing at my skin and successfuly revealing drops of life. Its tender fingers tracing the shape of my heart and singeing it at the ends. How can I control this pain …There is no way what will become of me?,Who can I turn to for help? My emo friends say cutting yourself makes you forget but…I don’t want to take it out on my body because It’s not its fault…I need to find a way out before I explode with all of these emotions inside of me…I need help.
October 18, 2010