What do you do when all you have is what you have lost…Have you ever been so deeply hurt that you have no way into coming back to reality…The numbness you feel never ever goes away…you second guess everything you’ve ever done or said…your afraid to show who you really are..You’re so afraid to fall in love with anyone, or even let your guard around them…you have no idea what to do anymore…that how life is I think...or better yet, that is how my life is now and days…I’m so afraid to let the real me show, or let anyone in, in fear that they will do what every person has done to me, and that Is screw me over…so really what is the point in being who you are, if the only thing that matters…is well nothing…