no one knows what gose on between closed doors. No one would ever beable to guess. No one even suspected or knew we were there. No matter what I say stop, no, it hurts, he goes on. Its like its only in my head. That no matter how loud I scream he cant hear me. He goes on as if nothings wroung. The pain unbarable, the feeling even worse. The of his body against mine burns my skin. I try so hard to stop his violent hands, from his violent blows. But im just not strong enough. I hope and prey while I lay there motionless, that he'll see the pain hes causing and just stop, walk away and never look back.
Just stop and walk away.
March 25, 2010