Defying Love MAG

May 24, 2009
By awesomeaugust GOLD, Boston, Massachusetts
awesomeaugust GOLD, Boston, Massachusetts
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Favorite Quote:
"Keep your eyes on the stars and your feet on the ground"
~Theordore Roosevelt


I didn't want to like him. He was just so charming.

This might sound like every other love story, and it may be, but it may not. If you don't read on, you'll never know.

My name is Emily Brown, which I've always been quite happy with. I think it makes me sound pleasant but ordinary, and I prefer to blend in. Now, I suppose it's only polite to tell you a bit about myself before I jump into my story. I am five feet, two inches, have brown hair that comes to my shoulders, and I am not talented in any special way. These are the basic facts of me, and I think these are all I ought to tell you.

His name was Andrew Rivers and he was perfectly wonderful in every way. When he first came to my school in twelfth grade, he was a bit eccentric and didn't fit in right away. He was into music and played the drums and the guitar, although he wasn't good at either. What he was good at was singing, and when he did, you wanted to cry and laugh and sing along with him all at once.

My name is Emily Brown and his was Andrew Rivers and I loved him.

About two months into my last year of high school, Andrew asked me out. I was surprised since I had hardly ever talked to him, but I didn't have a boyfriend, and I didn't know how to say no.

It may help you to know that at my school there were couples that were simply together for the name, and some that were together only to have a date for dances and for kissing and other such things. When Andrew asked me out I had no idea what his intentions were, and I didn't like having no idea. I'm by no means a confrontational person, but I was starting to feel offended that after I had said that I would date him, he hadn't said another word to me. So I went up to him and we had a little talk.

Me: “Hey, Andrew.”

Andrew: “Hey.”

Me: “So …”

Andrew: (annoyingly, nothing)

Me: “You asked me out.”

Andrew: (nothing again)

Me: “Why?”

Andrew: “Why'd I ask you out?”

Me: “Right.”

Andrew: “I felt like it.”

Me: (irritated) “You felt like it?”

Andrew: “That's what I said, isn't it?”

Me: (infuriated) “I'm sorry. Actually I'm not. I didn't realize you were such a jerk, and I don't want to go out with you anymore.” (I'd never dumped someone before, okay?)

Andrew: “Are you dumping me?”

Me: “What do you think?”

Andrew: “Why?”

Me: “I feel like it.”

Andrew: (smiling) “Do you like Chinese food?”

Me: “I hate it.”

Andrew: “You've never had it.”

Me: “How do you know?”

Andrew: (laughing) “I'm good at reading people.”

Me: “Well, obviously you suck, because I've had Chinese food a million times and I hated it every time.”

Andrew: “Would you like to go out with me tonight?”

Me: “You're asking me on a date?”

Andrew: “Yes.”

Me: “Read my answer.”

Andrew: “Wonderful! I'll see you tonight. Be ready by six. Ish. Sixish.”

I hated this strange boy who I'd only really talked to twice. He made me infuriated. The only problem was, I couldn't figure out if I liked that or not.

That night at sixish sharp, Andrew showed up at my doorstep. My parents have never been into meeting my boyfriends, but as I was stepping out, he stepped in. He walked right into the living room where my parents sat watching the baseball game.

When he came back out I asked, “What'd you say?”

“I told them I'd have you back by eight.”

“Ish?”

He laughed. “Nope. Just eight.”

We didn't talk much on the car ride. He had a CD playing that sounded kind of like Bob Marley, but I'd never heard the song before. It wasn't until we got there that I realized I didn't know where we were going. A small sign stood in front of the building but the name was too peeled away for me to be able to read it. What I could read was the sign beneath where the name should be, and it said, “The best Chinese cuisine for miles.”

“Chinese, huh?”

He smirked.

We walked inside and it was only then that I realized exactly how small the building was. There were little tables in the center of the room, about five of them, and a couch against one wall for sitting while you waited. As if. There was no waiting; we were the only customers. A sign read “PLEASE SEAT YOURSELF,” but I guess because of the lack of business, a waiter came over to seat us. He tried to show us to a table, but Andrew said, “Oh, no, thank you. We'll be sitting down here.”

He strolled over to the couch and at first I thought he wanted us to sit there, but then he grabbed two pillows and placed them on the ground a little way away from the tables.

I looked at him, baffled.

“Authenticity,” he said, smiling. He was always smiling.

I, personally, couldn't see how sitting on the floor was authentic.

***

There were many other dates, all very unusual. I was used to dances and movies, but with Andrew I got sunsets and local concerts. Once he took me to a bingo night that his aunt was hosting. Oddly enough, that was the night we first kissed.

I remember so clearly the day of graduation, the day I realized that Andrew and I wouldn't always be together. After we threw our hats and got our diplomas, he found me.

“End of high school, huh?” he said.

“Yeah.”

“What do you want to do, Emily?”

“With my life?”

“Sure.”

“Be with you.”

He didn't smile like I wanted him to.

“Don't you want to go to college?”

I sighed. “Want to, or have to?”

Now he smiled. “You choose.”

“I should. Go to college, I mean. I found one that'll accept me.”

There was a long pause before I said, “Andrew, what about you?”

“What about me?”

“What are you gonna do?”

“I dunno. Do what I do best, I guess. Play my music.”

“Oh. Yeah. That's cool. See you later?”

“When would I see you?”

“I see what you mean.”

“Bye, Emily.”

“Bye.”

Thinking back, I wish I had said something better than bye. I wish I had told him that I loved him more than words could describe and that when he sang to me I felt like I was all that mattered in the world. I wanted to tell him that if he had just asked, I wouldn't have gone to college. I would have played his music with him.

I'm sitting at my computer right now, looking at a name on the screen on a website called “peoplefinder.” I want to call him and hear his voice, but I'm afraid. I'm afraid that he won't be my same Andrew.

I get a glass of cold water and sit on my couch. I picture myself having one last conversation with him.

Me: “Hey, Andrew.” (I say it so casually, just like old times.)

Andrew: “Hey, Emily.”

Me: “Why are you wearing a tie?”

Andrew: “Why shouldn't I be?”

Me: “I don't know.”

Andrew: “I have a job.”

Me: “Good.”

Andrew: “I'm a lawyer, Emily.”

Me: “That's great.”

Andrew: “You don't sound like that's great.”

Me: “Don't I?”

Andrew: “I live in an apartment in the city. I talk on the phone with other businesspeople.”

Me: “I'm proud of you.”

Andrew: “I have a diploma hanging up on the wall of my office. My office.”

Me: “Do you play music anymore, Andrew?”

Andrew: “Music.”

He looks at me as if he doesn't remember the word.

Andrew: “No, I don't play my music anymore.”

Me: “Oh.”

Me: “I loved you, Andrew.”

Andrew: “Loved? Past tense?”

Me: “I think so.”

Andrew: “I love you.”

Me: “Why'd you ask me out?”

Andrew: “I thought you were beautiful and smart, and I loved how shiny your dark brown hair was. I liked how you weren't too loud, and you didn't wear low-cut shirts like most other girls.”

Me: “I wish you'd said, ‘Because I felt like it.'”

Andrew: “Sorry.”

Me: “Me too.”

Andrew: “I have to be going.”

Me: “Yeah.”

Me: “Wait!”

Andrew: “Yes?”

Me: “I'd never had Chinese food before.”



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on Apr. 16 2012 at 11:13 am
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Favorite Quote:
An epitaph- The only thing worse than having lost you would have been to never had known you at all. Sappy right.

emo!!!!!!!!!!!!

 


on Apr. 15 2012 at 12:26 am
_ella_herondale BRONZE, San Diego, California
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Favorite Quote:
"...If the Thames that ran beside them...recalled a night where the moon shone as brightly as a shilling on the same boy and girl... and thought to themselves, 'at last, the wheel comes full circle,' they kept their silence."

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on Apr. 8 2012 at 10:18 pm
SpringAhead GOLD, Phoenixville, Pennsylvania
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Favorite Quote:
"Don't call me crazy, it drives me nuts!"








~Anonymous

I usually don't go for the romantic stuff but this is great! It wasn't too cheesy, or over dramatic, yet still managed to be cute and sweet at the same time. Awesome job! :)

Lindsey31 GOLD said...
on Apr. 8 2012 at 6:36 pm
Lindsey31 GOLD, Rockford, Minnesota
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Favorite Quote:
LIVE life ~ LAUGH always ~ LOVE lots

This is SO cute! Can you please make like a sequel or something?! You are an amazing writer! Maybe make one from Andrew's perspective! Aww! I hate the ending (but love it at the same time of course.) This is awesome!!

on Mar. 29 2012 at 8:50 am
StephanieMorrissa SILVER, Anderson, South Carolina
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Favorite Quote:
"It's not what people call you, it's what you answer to."
-Tyler Perry(Madea)

Awhh, such a sweet story! I love it! Is this a true story or based on real events?

p.s. If you could go read some of my stuff and leave comments, I would be very grateful! I really need some feedback! THANKS! :)

 


TaurusGal GOLD said...
on Mar. 28 2012 at 1:48 am
TaurusGal GOLD, Hong Kong, Other
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Aww... That's sad, but that's so true how cruel the world is sometimes.

on Mar. 24 2012 at 7:49 pm
Mary2016 SILVER, Cleveland, Texas
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Favorite Quote:
"When all else fails, simply look up, and remember that you are loved and blessed by the One who created you"-MaryAnna K. Willis

totally adorable but kind of sad

on Mar. 17 2012 at 7:30 pm
TheCaptainObvious BRONZE, Portage, Michigan
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WITH LAZUH VIZION!

yay awkward high school romace

writeforlife said...
on Mar. 17 2012 at 5:12 pm
wow.! This story is amazing! it definetly as the effect of happiness with a pinch of lonliness. I love this! you definetly have a gift!

on Mar. 17 2012 at 1:59 pm
Missy1999 SILVER, Windermere, Florida
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This is the best romance article I have EVER read:)!!! U have an amazing talent

on Mar. 16 2012 at 9:34 am
Black_Tiara BRONZE, Navi Mumbai, Other
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This is just so real! I luv it... I luv d way u write!!! :)

on Mar. 7 2012 at 1:00 am
Nooneknowsme BRONZE, Ambathenna, Other
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Favorite Quote:
Don`t dream your life and live your dream!! ;)

Its really superb!!

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on Mar. 1 2012 at 11:47 am
JulianneV GOLD, Shamong, New Jersey
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Be the change you want to see in the world. ~ Gandhi

I read this over and over again it's just so good.

firecleansed said...
on Feb. 24 2012 at 1:02 pm
firecleansed, West Jordan, Utah
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It was great. The open ending created just enough finality to make it good but gave the air of ANYTHING can happen.

on Feb. 24 2012 at 12:24 am
mammothfrk PLATINUM, Mammoth Lakes, California
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This is your life, are you who you want to be?

sooooo good

on Feb. 19 2012 at 10:37 am
LuxRawrs37 BRONZE, Acworth, Georgia
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The only reason people get lost in thought is because it\\\'s unfamiliar territory.

this was really sweet. You guys were in love..obviosly

aem312 BRONZE said...
on Feb. 18 2012 at 7:23 pm
aem312 BRONZE, Richmond, Massachusetts
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I liked this. The scene where Emily and Andrew part ways was very subtle but in a good way.

on Feb. 8 2012 at 6:49 pm
This is a great poem

irishlass317 said...
on Feb. 8 2012 at 2:47 pm
irishlass317, Jefferson City, Missouri
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Favorite Quote:
"I asked Jesus 'How much do you love me?' He answered 'This much.' And He streched out His arms and died."

Oh mi gosh!!!!!!!!!!! I absolutely love this!!!!!! Great job!!!! :D

musicgirl300 said...
on Feb. 3 2012 at 12:00 am
musicgirl300, Aurora, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
Thirty years from now, when you look back it won't matter what you wore or who you hung out with, what will matter is what you learned and how you used it.

I just finished the book "Roadside Assistance" (great book btw) the love story was so sad but uplifting. This article reminds me of it a lot. Nice job!! 


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