Who Am I? MAG

By Julia R., Mt. Carmel, IL

     I like reading The Economist and watching "I love the 80s." I like tennis, Fazoli's breadsticks and writing assignments. I value honesty, commitment, scholarship and kindness. These are hard and true facts, but there is a lot I do not know about myself. I don't know how I feel about the death penalty, I have mixed feelings about religion, and I don't know what I think about a cashless society. I have no stock answer to offer about a life-changing experience or a moment of enlightenment, and it is hard for me to give a comprehensive proclamation of who I am, for my identity unfolds more every day as my experiences grow. Since I am only 17 years old, life has a lot of unfolding to do.

I dislike saying "I am trying to find myself" because my identity is not lost, it just needs more uncovering. Luckily for me, what I love to do and want to be helps me uncover more about myself. I want to be a writer. I may not end up a professional writer but I will always write, even if I am the only one interested in my work, because writing is my self-reflection.

When writing, I sometimes get worked up into such a fervor that I barely know what I am saying. I just let my fingers fly over the keyboard and the ideas pour from my head. When I go back through the jumble of unpunctuated ideas, I notice a theme running through the writing. I don't try to put a moral in the theme, but invariably it happens. Evaluating the theme and the rest of the writing helps me interpret my own character and decipher my at times bottled-up feelings. In opinion essays, my values show. In stories, the fictional characters express my beliefs.

Every day my experience and knowledge increase, and I learn more about myself. Each time I write what is in my head as honestly as I can, another piece of the identity puzzle is revealed. Mostly, I like what is unearthed (though this varies depending on how "teenage girl-ish" I'm feeling). I am not worried that I don't know everything about myself. As I get older, I'll figure it out.

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kahlon said...
on Jul. 11 2011 at 10:02 am
okey la i like it....

lucky said...
on Jan. 11 2011 at 12:13 am
ur creativity ez so much good u can post more and more creativity about urself i love this.......................

Jamesboy said...
on Dec. 8 2010 at 8:16 pm
i like they you wrote an essay. I got more knowledge from>>>>>>

alejandra09 said...
on Oct. 19 2010 at 1:49 pm
alejandra09, Miami, Florida
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Favorite Quote:
"we ask for advice when we already know the answer... but wish we didn't.

i love it ! great gramming. And interesting in everyway.

daismd said...
on Oct. 4 2010 at 2:29 pm
It vas quite interesting, I enjoyed your creativity

feloniousp said...
on Sep. 19 2010 at 11:25 am
Fantastic essay. very well written. I wish I had such creative writing ability.

Justinpower said...
on Aug. 14 2010 at 11:00 pm

man! austinpower stold my comment. well, that is what i wanted to say also. that little perverted motherf.... anyway, i actually got some ideas of yours into my essay. ;)




Austinpower said...
on Aug. 14 2010 at 10:58 pm
you did an awesome job there! I am also writing an essay. You gave me a lot of ideas how to start my essay! Thanks! by the way, I did not copy your work.

on Aug. 9 2010 at 11:21 am
Griffinwing SILVER, Manchester, Michigan
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Oh yes. I like that

Oliver S. said...
on Jun. 26 2010 at 3:21 pm
I like the essay too, but I also feel that at the same time that I've heard this before.

on Jun. 19 2010 at 1:09 am
CharlottePetit SILVER, Eau Claire, Wisconsin
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Favorite Quote:
It’s sad when people you know become people you knew, when you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part your life, how you used to be able to talk for hours and how now you can barely even look at them. But everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so that better things can fall together.

Yepp, pretttty much took the words right out of my mouth :)

on Jun. 4 2010 at 7:49 pm

I like that you like it, and that many others like it.

Excuse my cynical tone, I guess that was just the stressed me looking for a college essay topic (;

I hope this essay helped the author

Libby said...
on Jun. 4 2010 at 7:47 am

Point taken, perhaps discovering one's self is 'cliche'. But cliches exist because they are true. And this essay is written in an inspiring tone and is different to other things I've read--so it can't be all that cliche. 

I really liked it :)

on May. 26 2010 at 6:47 pm
chelseabelle BRONZE, Tampa, Florida
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what was the topic for this essay? like what was the prompt?

on May. 13 2010 at 10:10 pm
~Wolf-Woman~ PLATINUM, Carthage, Missouri
24 articles 10 photos 31 comments
ha..I wrote something exactly like your essay. Its probably due to the fact that we all seem to get a little lost in our lives some time or another. Currently I'm in the same predicament as you. I'm not trying to find myself, I'm also trying to uncover more of who I really am. I hope you eventually figure it out. :)

on May. 13 2010 at 5:17 pm
fiercewriter2010 SILVER, Lewiston, Maine
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This is great! It really makes you think, don't it?

on Apr. 21 2010 at 6:18 pm
It's boring. It's cliche. Just being honest

on Mar. 30 2010 at 6:56 pm
justthtblondie BRONZE, Beach Lake, Pennsylvania
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I love this! It is amazing, and I feel the same way about writing

monkeygirl14 said...
on Feb. 14 2010 at 3:40 pm
This is very well written. I totally understand where you are coming from becaus I myself am still uncovering my identity. I am 14 and still as they say finding myself through my writing and day to day life.

alice123 said...
on Jan. 23 2010 at 2:50 am
ya..i like her writing style.i myself felt like that.i wanted to know everything in the world and write down on paper pieces.

now i am ok.go on.go on writing!!!!

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