(Verse 1)

I want you yet I don't

I love you but I don't

I care yet I don't

I miss but I don't

Only friend only friend

Myself I can't convince

For you are more than that

(Chorus)

You leave and I miss

You stay and I hate

Round and round

Spinning and twisting

My soul is flying

My soul is falling

Reason is gone

With you near me

(Verse 2)

I desire you but I don't

I hate you yet I don't

I long but I don't

I hurt yet I don't

Don't care don't care

My heart won't listen

For reason is long gone

(Bridge)

My heart is thrown 

My soul is dropped

Mixed in a bowl

Sick of these feelings

Just be clear

Like a crystal

Like glass shards

Cutting deep down

Mixed feelings don't help

In the utter chaos

Of my lifetime

(Chorus) 

You leave and I miss
You stay and I hate
Round and round
Spinning and twisting
My soul is flying
My soul is falling
Reason is gone
With you near me