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The Beast

December 7, 2017
By BloodyNightClaw SILVER, Owingsville, Kentucky
BloodyNightClaw SILVER, Owingsville, Kentucky
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There is a beast,

a figment of my own mind that follows me,

in my shadow in the light and the darkness at night.

 

In the light it only lurks,

it only lets out a warning that it is there,

to be afraid until all lights go dark.

 

When I'm alone it prowls around me,

When it lunges it screams until all peace leaves my mind.

 

Anxiety manifested.

 

Its horrid claws pick at my flawed skin,

its jaws close my throat together.

Choking on the thought of the previous day's events, I'm dying,

but once again I survived,

it all ends as suddenly as it begins.

 

I can rest in dreadful peace, knowing it is over for tonight,

but will happen again, next time I fall.


The author's comments:

This is the first poem I have ever written, and I wrote it about anxiety. I wrote it about that horrible feeling when you can just feel its presence creeping during the day, when you can feel it threatening you and fill you with unease. About the feeling when you lie down at night, but cannot sleep, because the anxiety is always there, until it suddenly attacks. The feeling of helplessness as it attacks and you feel like you are dying, until it suddenly ends, but every time you mess something up, it will happen again.


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